it hurts me.

its really hurts me when u didn't trust me.its really hurts.

i feel like wanna cry.

then blaim myself am i do something wrong?I'm useless?

my god.

i really don't know what to do.

i love u but i don't want hurts u.

but y u keep didn't trust me?Its hurt me!!!!!!!!!!!! 

U blur.. Confucius but its same to me that u didn't trust me.

i don't know how i need to talk then make u believe me?am i wrong?

If i do something wrong please told me.please!! 

i don't want ours relationship will end like this.

I don't want!

u are the one i ever love so much till i don't know how to describe it.

plzzz~ i really love u...

ME

this me doris~

always be myself no matter what~

happy =)

[END]

i love u means i love u ^^

i love u means :

te quiero (spanish)

我愛你(chinese)

Ek is lief vir jou (africa)

Jeg elsker dig (danish)

Ma armastan sind (estonian)

je t'aime (french)

eu te amo (portoguese)

Ich liebe dich (german)

मैं तुमसे प्यार करता हूँ  (hindi)

aku cinta kamu (indonesian)

わたしは、あなたを愛しています(japanese)

당신을 사랑합니다 (korean)

ฉันรักเธอ (thailand)

tôi yêu bạn (vietnam)

seni seviyorum (turkish)

so say to your love one "i love u" with any means by many country =)

but u all must say truly i your heart oh~

cannot simply say de~

that what we call "true love"

u love your lovers so so so so much~

like u love yours the most importance things in ur life.

so say "i love u"!!!!

[END]

不快乐！

作天

不快乐！

不快乐！

今天

不快乐！

不快乐！

不快乐！

 

 

 

 

 

 

T.T

.......am i stupid to think like this?

well..............................................

im blur...............

confius////

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

 useless me!!

useless me!!  

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

 useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

useless me!!

  

argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

crazy!!

(end)

actually i don't know what to do??

Now..

this is the point~

i really don't what i going to survived for this world.

im confius,blur,and not confident for what i going what to do.

goshh~

hw stupid i are only SPM qualifications that i have...

SO BAD!

im really bad,useless!!

still dunno what want to achieve.

i would like to take course but i afraid for something very big that i never thought.

so,

i decide to study and working.

bt the problem is i dunno what i want.

useless me!

gosh~

is going september alredy what am i going to do?

should i go for the interview at KIS?

should i take part time course (early chilhood/english course)

or should i going to become a ticketing at MAS?

gosh~

i dunno!!!!!!!!!!!

really....

i dunno what that i can do!!!!

im blurrr...

my mind always changed.

i want like this but i dunno how i going to do that because i din't have that MONEY.

 _

_

_

god.

can u send money to me?

_

_

_

well that could not be~

i know~

but 

im begging u...

can?

and i promise if u give me money i'll not spend it  to useless thing.

and i'll keep it in my bank.

god.

im begging u~~

plzzz!!!!

[END]

T.T"

actually...

im really confius right now...

i don't know what to do!!

god~~

help me!!!!!!!!!!!

sob~~ sob~~ T.T

[END]

OUR 8th month anniverssary~

today....its our 8 month anniversary =)

happy...happy...happy........

but didn't celebrate for today cuz yesterday we already celebrated for it~

hihihihi =)

yesterday,

we go to watching movie....

ngeeehhh~

is "la comedian"~

hahahahhahahah =) 

funny wah that movie~~

B,

LOVE U~~

mmmmuuaaaXxXx~ ^^

hope our love will forever ever after~
i really love u B...till i dunno how to say it~

i cannot describe it my love for u..

because i love u till dunno hw to say...

B,

i promise i'll love u =)

love u so so so so so so so so much my B~

 HAPPY 8TH MONTH B~~

mmmmmuuaaXxXx~

[ DEAR ]

smilee......wheeee~~~

B~~

" SMILEE~~ "

then he laugh....(hahahahahahhahahah~)

then he say : "dear nea arhh~~ cukup2~~"

hahahah =))

then i say: " yala2..................."

again~~

 i say : "............"B..............!!!"

he say : "apa dear....??"

then i say : SMILEE~~

HE LAUGH AGAIN...

hahahahaaha =))

sengaja kacau him~~

bcuz sapa suru he badmood..hahaha =)

so miss him orhh~~

haizZz~

what can i do~

im here he there~~

ehuuu~~

nvmd~

wait for~~~~~

ding dong!!

hahahahahaXxXxX~~~~~




hugs & kisses
[DEAR]